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33. The Longing

Agam POV 

I am hugging her tightly trying to calm her down. 

I can't explain the emotion that I feel around her, Viraj tells me that I am falling for her. 

I denied it in front of him. 

I am afraid of loving anyone. 

The last time I loved someone they left me. 

My mother murdered, my grandfather stabbed in the back, my grandmother died by heartattack. 

My friends died in a war they weren't aware of. 

All I have left now is Bapusaa, Bua-sa whom I have protected so closely. 

Naina and Avantika do look soft but they are not they can hold their own, still I do my best to protect them. 

I never have to protect Viraj and Ekansh because we are all broken by our past and strong front of our present and future. 

More importantly we want to protect ourselves emotionally. 

We see these emotions of love and likeness as weakness and nothing else. 

I have compassion, sympathy and caring nature in me only for my people. 

I can't love or it can cost me many things. 

But losing Mohini is not an option. 

The feelings she arouse inside me scare me too much. 

I feel murderous if someone looks at her in the wrong way. 

I feel at peace when she is in my arms. I feel over the fucking moon when she smiles at me unguardedly. 

I can't describe these feelings with love but that doesn't mean I am ready to lose Mohini. 

One thing I know she is my passion, my air, my everything. 

And I am not ready to live without her at all. 

She is shaking as she is crying. 

I never thought that I affect her like she affects me. 

This is a very comforting feeling that I am not alone in this. 

She did all those things for me, she had gone against her father. 

She was made for me and made to be the Queen of Suryagarh. 

I don't know how long we sit like this in each others arms. 

But it is too comforting that I don't want to leave this cocoon of warmth. 

She pulls back and look me in the eye. 

Sometimes I swear that she can look through me to my soul the way she sometimes stare at me. 

I really wanted to know the story behind that blue ring but the way she just reacted I don't want to upset her now. 

I wipe her tear tracks from her cheeks. 

Then join my head to her head and say, 

'Hume kuch nahi hua hai aur hum aapka itna jaldi pichha nahi chodenge, toh apne dimaag se ye khayal nikal dijiye.' 

'Nothing has happened to me and I will not leave you so soon, so remove this thought from your mind.' 

She gives me a watery smile. 

Then I kiss her forehead and pull her up so she is sitting on my lap. 

This is the best place for her to be with me. 

I raise her face towards by putting my hand under her chin. 

Tears are still in her eyes but she has calm down enough for her to listen to me, 

'What you did in the kingdom was amazing and I am proud of it.' 

She gives me a blinding smile at that. 

This is the first time she has given me such a free smile and I feel honoured that I made her feel comfortable enough that she can give me that type of smile. 

I continue on, 

'Par aapne apne aapko jokhim mein daala humara badla lena ke liye, woh dobara mat kariyega.' 

'But you risked yourself to avenge us, don't do that again.' 

At that her smile vanishes, a frown appears and I can see the anger forming there. 

She snatches the honour of her smile from me. 

She goes to move away from me. 

Oh hell no, she won't go away from me especially when she is angry. 

I have seen how much her angriness has cost me. 

If I don't solve it now she will fester with this anger inside her and then she will stop talking to me and I can't have that when I just got her. 

I wound my arms arounds her tighter. 

She is not meeting my eyes as she struggless and I panic from inside. 

What will happen if she won't listen to me? Will we go back as we were once? 

No, I can't have that. So I speak while she struggles and I pray that she will listen to me, 

'Hum iss liye aapse ye nahi keh rahe hai ki hume aapki kabiliyat pe koi shanka hai balki hum jante hai ki aap agar talwar utha le toh hum bhi aapke saamne nahi tik sakte.' 

'I am not saying this to you because I have any doubt on your ability instead I know that if you pick up the sword then even I cannot stand before you.' 

When she raises her eyebrow at me, I get reminded about our first meeting which brings genuine smile on my face and she turns shocked at my audacity. 

She struggles again so I tighten my arms around her and says in palcating manner, 

'That time you have to agree that you were so mesmerised that you were distracted thats why I could overpower you.' 

She narrows her eyes and looks away shaking with laughter, I continue seeing the open opportunity, 

'Aap humara badla lene nikal gayi aur ye baat bhul gayi ki aap Suryagarh ki Rani ban chuki hai.' 

'You set out to take our revenge and forgot that you have become the Queen of Suryagarh.' 

At that she stops struggling and looks at me, satisfied that I captured her attention I go on, 

'Aapne jo rajya sabha mein kiya uski khabar sabtak pahunch gayi hogi, Suryagarh ke dushman jitna isse darre honge utna hi aapko apne raste ka sabse bada kaata samjha hoga.' 

'The news of what you did in the Rajya Sabha would have reached everyone, the more the enemies of Suryagarh would have feared you, the more they would have considered you the biggest thorn of their path.' 

Her face fells at that but I know it is important for her to understand so she can be careful, 

'Remember one most important thing Mohini- it doesn't matter that a kingdom is big or small but a capable King or Queen even with a small kingdom is the huge thorn in someone's path.' 

She nods her head and I hug her saying, 

'I can never doubt your capabilities but you should always think before taking action because now you are the Queen of Suryagarh.' 

She nods her head in my chest. 

Then I laugh which makes her pull back and look at me with frown and I say, 

'Kehna padega gussa aapke naak pe rehta hai, kuch galat kaha nahi ki siddhe nak phula leti hai.' 

'It has to be said that anger remains on your nose, anything wrong is just said that it directly makes your nose swell.' 

She narrows her eyes then glare at me. 

I just lean forward and kiss her forward when I pull back I could see the smile she is hiding. 

She loses the battle and finally smiles at me. 

She taps my arm to let her up so I release her. 

She runs to grab a stool and places in front of the cabinets. I frown at what she is trying to do. 

She stands up at it and pulls something out. 

She turns to me with a smile and I see the crown of Queen. 

I just smile in confusion then she places it on her hand. 

She does a walk in front of me from one corner to another corner with proud posture and power emanating from her walk. 

Then she looks at me with her shinig smile. 

Then I remembered how I expressed my wish to see her walking like a Queen of Suryagarh. 

I got down from the bed and reach her saying, 

'Now I have another wish, I want to feel how it feels walking beside the Queen of Suryagarh as King of Suryagarh.' 

She raises her hand to my face and nods her head with a soft smile. 

I take her hand and make her stand in front of mirror saying, 

'Yeh taaj aur padavee keval aapki hai, kisi aur ki nahi.' 

'This crown and title belongs to you only and no one.' 

She leans her body against me as we stand there infront of mirror. 

I remove the crown from her head and carefully keep it at its place. 

I pick up her dupatta from the floor and go to her trunk. 

I open her trunk and keep it in there but my eyes fall on the kurta there. 

I take it out to see that its my kurta there. 

I turn to her with kurta in my hand and ask her, 

'What is it doing here?' 

She looks at it and her eyes widen while her whole face flushes. 

She rushes to grab it but I just wound my hand around her waist jerking her to me and ask again, 

'Bataiye Mohini, ye aapke kapdo ke beech kya kar raha hai?' 

'Tell me Mohini, what is it doing between your clothes?' 

She flushes even more but when I just stare at her showing that I am not going to drop the topic she caves. 

She slowly points at the kurta then make sleeping gesture and points at my wounds. I try to understand and then ask her, 

'So you are saying that when I was injured you used to sleep with this kurta with you?' 

She nods her head innocently, I just nod my head not showing that from inside how much I am excited. 

I free her and she doesn't meet my eyes feeling embarrased. 

I keep the kurta down when I turn to her and say in mock disappointed voice, 

'Par aapko iski kya avashyakta, matlab aap kabhi humare saath kaha soyi, aap toh humesha deewan par soti hai, aaj bhi aap waha sone wali thi na?' 

'But why do you need it, I mean, when did you ever sleep with me, you always sleep on the couch, even today you were going to sleep there, weren't you?' 

I sit down on couch showing on my face how much sad and disappointed I am. 

She comes at me and holds my hand while shaking her head. 

I take my hand away then turn away from her. 

She turns me to her and again shakes her head in distress. She looks here and there then she lights up. 

I look in curiosity to see what she is doing. 

She goes to the bed and I follow her. 

She lies on one side of bed with a smile then she taps the other side with her hand making her bangles giggle, for me to join her. 

I want to smile at the adorable way she lies down and she is patting the bed for me to join. 

But I control my expression and ask her, 

'Why are you sleeping in the bed and inviting me now?' 

She happily shows me her mangalasutra telling me that we are married. 

I nod my head like I am in deep thought and say, 

'Sahi kaha aapne, hum pati patni hai toh hume ek bistar pe sonaa chahiye.' 

'You are right, we are husband and wife, so we should sleep on the same bed.' 

I climb the other side of the bed and lay down beside her. 

She slowly slides to me, to the middle of bed then she sneaks looks at me and smiles. 

I rise on my elbow and look down at her and say seriously, 

'Aapko pata hai, pati patni ko bistar pe sone ke alawa aur bhi kuch karna chahiye.' 

'You know, husband and wife should do more than sleep in the bed.' 

She thinks about it for a second then her whole face flushes. 

I bring my fingers and make them dance on her exposed belly. 

Her breathing becomes erratic, she turns away from me but I continue my journey bringing my fingers from her belly to her waist. 

They continue their erotic journey to her back in her revealing blouse. 

She lays down completely on her stomach. 

I lean down and kiss her on her exposed back, I lean back to see goosebumps risen on her whole body visible to me. 

Seeing her so responsive to my touch brings out my response. I am getting hard in down south. 

I lay down on her partially and my hand goes on top of her hand, making her bangles giggle as I move on top of them. 

I could feel her heartbeat racing and my own stomach is clenching at the anticipation of finally having her. 

She fists the bedsheet and my hand also fists along with it. 

I murmur huskily, 

'How much you missed me, Mohini? Are you craving my touch?' 

I could feel her pounding heartbeat and shallow breaths. 

With other hand I side her braid to other side then attack on her neck not able to control myself. 

I suck at the juncture where shoulder meet the neck. My hands glide on her body. 

I turn her to face me. 

I lean down and take her upper lip, biting, soothing it with lick then suck driving her insane. 

I go down on her belly button where I dip my toungue which makes her arch her back and squeeze her eyes shut. 

I bring my hands to her breast squeezing it roughly making her go crazy. 

While driving her insane I keep my eyes on her to soak up her every reaction. Her body buck while I suck and nip wildly. 

I raise up to her face and could see the clear desire in her eyes, my own desire is skating down my body. 

I could only think how to make her a sexy mess, I murmur against her lips, 

'How do you want me to ruin your innocence, Mohini?' 

Her reaction to me is such a turn-on. I just want to feast on her curves and the swell of her breast. 

From day one meeting her I only thought about ruining her innocence. 

The sexy way her curves call me to feast on them, the way her whole body glistens in the light, the feminine curves on her turn me on. 

The craving for her, to own her moans and pleasure has me going with dizzy. 

She raises her hands and winds around my neck, pulling me down while shocking me as well.  

She glides her tongue on my lips and kisses my lips repeatedly.  

I am shocked because she generally doesn't make any move but that shock wore off when she takes my lower lip and start sucking wildly. 

I press my whole body against her, pressing the evidence of my turn onto her body, showing how much she affects me and kissing her back with the same ferocity. 

I hold her face and press my lips harder against her, pouring all my passion into the kiss. I kiss her back, assaulting her lips with a passion.

I take her lower lip to suck while she sucks my upper lip. We both drink from each other, not coming up for air. 

Now that I'm tasting her, something primal inside me has awoken, a need to have her completely. 

Despite the hunger and desire swirling within my belly, I try not to rush things, seeking and testing any boundaries that could put a stop to my exploration of her. 

Suddenly, a knock comes on the door, and we both pull back, panting, looking at each other clouded in desire. 

The loss of her mouth from mine feels wrong, but I want to put my lips elsewhere... somewhere far more decadent. 

I was so aroused that I just want to ignore the person standing outside my door and take her right this second, make her mine. 

Another incessant knock and I glare at the door, trying to turn them to ashes through my eyes for interrupting such a precious moment. 

I just want to lock us away so nobody disturbs us. 

When I look back at Mohini, I find her equally frustrated but she is smiling mockingly at me. 

I want to ignore it but it seems that Mohini has other plans because she pushes me off of her. 

And I fall down on the bed and cursed the person standing there. 

I finally had Mohini where I wanted her but someone has to interrupt it. 

She opens the door then comes back, I frown and sit up to see Viraj and Ekansh standing behind her. 

I climb out of the bed and go to take out my sword but Mohini comes in front before I can pounce on them. 

They interrupted such a precious moment between us. 

Viraj says, 

'It looks like we came at the wrong time.' 

They don't look scared that I am holding a sword; it seems I have been too soft on them. 

Ekansh replies nonchalantly, 

'I don't care, finally Bhabhisaa came and we gave them enough time alone its not my fault that he didn't complete his work, now come, Bhabhisaa we have to play.' 

There goes the night of sinful pleasures of ours. 

I will kill them both one day if they keep this up. 

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